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i think i have a crisis coming on
have you and eltham got it in for me this afternoon? fuck sake.
Just pootling along, trying to spend as much time as possible on things that make me happy and cutting out the things that don't wherever possible. Trying to not hurt anyone in the process. That kind of thing.
Want to be able to touch my toes
Be the change you want to see in your hammys
Always just end up with a hundred unread articles open at the end of the day
Brexit means pretty soon we'll have only bendy, non-spidery, British bananas
been having a bit of a crisis since last summer that doesn't seem to be abating.
Feel like everything has stalled a bit in the past few years and am a bit lost now. It's a bit of a double whammy too cos not only does it have an impact on me but it's put strain on my relationship as well, which just compounds things. I don't think I've been much fun to live with.
Food and booze shopping for it tha neet.
See you there tomorrow m88888
First one I'm doing for a website.
Also thinking about a collaboration for the film festival here. Must get my bass amp fixed before that actually.
Oh, and I'm making a second album with my band during October.
Oh yeah, I'm starting a covers band too.
Shit, I'm DJ-ing a bit in September as well. Forgot about that. I meed a diary.
Y'know.... as soon as I get some home recording equipment and actually get up off my arse and write some songs.
This year has been a mess tbh. Spent most of it looking after a dying relative and having a gash on my right hand that would not heal. I've barely worked at all. Things are better now but im firmly in the 'sorting my life out' camp.
Deadlifting 235kg #blessed
tick ing a long
if i dont get any extras
watching it slip through my fingers
when everyone else is on macbooks. feel a right berk tbh.
Have balonzed since my half marathon and RideLondon. Signed up to a 10k in December. Might start doing yoga (my new housemate is a teacher) and have also signed up to a painting class (I draw like a 6 year old).
Not even an inkling more of an idea at thi...twenty-six-ish than i had at sixteen. Can barely think of anything that i'd actively like to do. The odd ones that genuinely appeal are realistically boats which have already sailed. Genuinely split between accepting that i'm running out of time within which learning and adapting will be a lot easier...and just accepting that it's absolutely fine drifting through life doing semi-skilled work.
and ensure I don't live past 30. That's my goals.
Not enjoying work particularly.
Not getting any time to spend on my music (got evenings but knackered from work so don't enjoy this time trying to be "creative")
Want to work from home doing something.
Yet to work out what the something is.
Don't really fit in with the rest of society who are just getting on with it (not you lot obviously)
Really getting me down which is making it all seem worse.
Considering asking my boss if I can go down to part-time (4 days a week) and see if I can use that extra day to do some music/work out what im going to do with myself/make myself happier.
really looking forward to the autumn and moving out of England (again)
permanently oscillating between wanting to move out/have a proper job/be an adult and avoiding responsibility/dicking about earning money for a bit and then going travelling/not being an adult.
don't give a crap about anything else
to have parents you get along with
But you're right, it's a comfort sometimes.
I don't know many people who have functioning relationships with their parents tbh (I certainly don't)
usually just blame it on the whole conservative emotionless swedish thing we have going in my family but that's probably just an excuse eh
I'm stressing about it constantly even though I now have quite a bit of time to do it. It's not going brilliantly, it's an interesting topic but the data I've chosen is just impossible to write about in the analysis with reference to all the reading I have. It's the most boring, laborious thing I have ever done.
trying to get to October when I'll essentially have 1/10th of the stress I'll have now at work due to a portfolio change.
Trying to date a girl at work. Going to ask her straight tomorrow. She'll somehow worm out of it the slippery goddamn eel.