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bit early? oh well don't care.
how is everyone? i'm feeling pretty shit lol x
i went and got my sister some birthday presents and now i am eating some pasta. should have gone for a run. there are other things i should do this evening, but, i'm not in the mood. also it's 7:20pm here so it's definitely the evening.
and also consumed with negative thoughts about the future for no reason. it's shite.
it won't last forever though, fun stuff will happen again. try not to focus too much on The Future, i guess... just take it day by day, it'll be ok.
also it's ok to feel down for no reason, don't beat yourself up.
there are some reasons and some non reasons all contributing to it, and i have way too much thinking time at the minute. gonna try and throw myself into positive stuff a bit more
do some quizzes on sporcle instead
I find sudoku perfect if you aren't a sporcle fan. Hope you feel better!
about all the Thick Of It episodes cos i'm a nerd. was a good distraction but some worse things have happened now and i can't concentrate any more
just chilling tonight. might watch The Good Wife until i pass out.
I just went to the shop, so actually got out of the house for like, ten minutes. Got a little quiche and veggie sausage in the oven atm, gonna have them with some veg on the side. Might even have some gravy. Gonna try to keep writing for a bit though.
Don't tease us wr
Nah I'm doing actual dissertation writing as well, should be able to make it to 6000 tonight tbh
I have no future, just gotta wait around for everyone to die so I can die too.
I know it sounds lame but I listened to some of your music a few weeks ago and it's excellent - you have something special there!
I haven't made any for so long, it's so hard to motivate myself and I put too much pressure on and don't enjoy it. Makes me even sadder to say goodbye to the only thing I'm good at
I've never been much of a musician or anything, but friends that are often complain of going through a few weeks of feeling uninspired/useless - hopefully it will pass soon!
gonna really try in the next few weeks though
not up to much tonight. just gonna chill and stuff because i've been socialising with people since about last tuesday and it's making me sleepy
was just chopping up some vegetables and my housemate walked in like "oh hey what are you making" and i was like "a stir fry" and he was like "the tescos one?". people are so weird lol
Feeling a bit low about work today. Cheers, horrible colleagues.
they probably have nothing else going on in their lives and get pleasure out of making other people's lives miserable. you're a champ, they're not, don't forget it.
Ah well, it just sums up an awful month :D
which is around 5-6
26.47, not bad on a road bike. 5 mile warm down, via the shop for beer. Cottage pie in the oven, not a bad evening.
Was off work today, weather was shit, ended up watching the entire of S4 of Veep.
went for a run anyway coz i thought i might sweat it out but nope. gonna eat some dinner and then go to bed.
Had a busy/stressful day so looking forward to doing very little tonight apart from have some food and spend some time on the sofa.
someone should publish the ongoing email conversation i have with my friend dean as a chapbook. i dig that thread so much
going a bit mental.
Made a cake for a girl from work though so that's nice. Made a chilli as well - wasn't very good but boy howdy was the quinoa delicious.
So, as most of you know, Saturday is England v Wales in the rugby world cup. Me and a mate from Cardiff were gonna go to the Welsh Centre to watch it, but it turns out it's sold out (I've not even had to get advance tickets any other time I've been there so had no idea).
Now we clearly need somewhere else to watch the game, but we don't want to be stuck in a pub with a billion angry England supporters and just the two of us in our Wales shirts in a corner. So if anyone's got any ideas or suggestions for where we could go that would be very much appreciated :(
I'm up in the smoke on Saturday and might want to spend the afternoon watching the earlier matches. Any decent pubs, especially nearish Greenwich, that might show said games?
That was quite good if anyone cares, she rocks... And rolls... All day long...
imma have an early night
goodnight, motherfuckers x
and i pressed enter too soon
I want to murder him.
in friendship terms as well as relationship ones. had a bit of a sniffle over it. have done none of my football column, need to do it ASAP but can't really be arsed :/ need to stop feeling sorry for myself and just do it though.
feels nice to get it out of the way though
going to Ikea tomorrow with a friend, so once I've done it I can relax and look forward to that. literally just going because i LOVE Ikea and he's never been before. fuck the Ikea h8rs!!! (feeling a bit better now)
I love writing about music but at the same time have such little faith in my work. I need to do some more interviews - they are the most fun. I need a bloody desk, this flat is so fucking small with 3 people in it.
i avoid it for a bit but then rattle it all out in one go usually. this one took much longer than usual just cos of my recent mindstate though.
but I ended up being really pleased with how this one turned out and the band and lots of other people retweeted it which made me feel quite good. :)
i find i don't really have the confidence to do interviews though, weirdly
my intuitive ability to drink a load of beer and somehow find a way to take my shirt off is bordering on the exceptional
After saying "I'll wing this!" I've decided that's the wrong thing to do, so will be staying up to get all of it finished, including 'FADE IN ONLY' animation. I'm not a monster. Had 3 hours sleep last night, 4 before that. Going for 2 tonight. I am a shell of a man. Send help. Far, far, FAR too much work on at the moment.
Going to bed.