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ALRIGHT, DIS? HOW'S YOUR LOVE LIVES ETC. ETC.
also, does anyone have any good animal videos?
how are you georgia? x
i'm going back to the uk from next week and basically gonna be reunited for good with my partner. which makes me so happy.
rn i have a couple of hoegardens and a yoghurt and series 2 of house of cards. getting an early eurostar and gonna go help out an old friend (campaigning). then gonna see ed miliband on sunday. run out of good words for him. i am just so happy that more people are seeing what a great leader he could be. hmmmm. vote labour.
i'm really pleased to hear all of that :) s far too laid back)
p.s. good luck with the campaigning and i might have already voted ;) #hashtaged #milifandom #milibae
argh it deleted all of my post and it took ages to write
basicaly did some s in 10 days and am not really up to anything new, still working part time but now going to physio twice a week and how ive got some nice soy yoghurt in the fridge and how i broke up a dog fight today (neither were my dog) and how i found out that my dog doesnt like frisbees and wished you good luck with the campagining and said a bit about ed milliband
**did some heart's and said how it's great news and i'm dead happy for yous and that and how i've ate 80g of dark chocolate and craisins tonight and how i need a citizen's card cause i can't afford a passport and need photo i.d. to fly to my boyfriend's mum's in 10 days
Although I am finally over the girl who I was crushing on and who led me on for ages, only for me to find out she was seeing someone in secret.
so I dunno what I'm gonna do
did you vote in the last election? my boyfriend did this and they sent the polling card to his old address anyway 💁 call your council's electoral roll and ask them what the hell do they think they're playing at
but still can only get about 3 hours of actual sleep every night
it's ok tho, I can relax this weekend OH NO working all weekend for free because I now have 2 jobs. And I was working 60 hours a week when it was just one job. It's ok cos I've got loads of money to spend on fun things OH NO i'm still paying off operation coke habit 2014
love life is not even a thing right now. Anybody want to take me out for cocktails?
i'm gonna spin mosh around my front room listening to Entombed then go and have a few beers
I tried listening to that, but it just sounded like a slightly burlier 'Master of Puppets'?
I find it pretty rare I want to listen to metal these days. just feels kinda silly. like, rargh, I'm playing these chords so angrily, grargggh.
gonna try some Bathory, see how it feels right now. think I just need to remember how to listen to metal.
watching Thor 2. It's alright.
making a curry
listening to all these improv comedy podcasts I think I might stop listening to them they're mostly terrible
l ron: "there was a communist infiltration on one of our jamborees. i singlehandedly thwarted them all, i lead them into a bear cave where they were slaughtered by bears"
hg wells: "how many men?"
l ron: "the communists? 890 communists overran our jamboree"
hg wells "how big was the bear cave?"
l ron "one of the largest beeeear caves in north america"
hg "and how many bears?"
l ron "they said there were 3000 bears, a vast underground network of bear caves, the only place in the world that that communist force could be lead and defeated.... by bears anyway"
Andy Daly is one of the good ones though innit. Good hit rate
Watched the snooker (Selby v McGill was pretty cracking tbh), now I'm watching a documentary about the Super Furry Animals on S4C while enjoying a beer. A pleasant evening in.
georgia, go on skype.
everyone else, hello and good evening. i am going to drink a bottle of wine because i am sleeping awfully at the moment.
alternatively, if anyone else would like to talk about how I Am A Dick, they may skype me
£4.75 chilean cab sav
#lethargic I woudl try and sleep on this table but knowing me I'll oversleep OR wake up all groggy and leave my passport behind or something
Slept for an hour slumped on a table, put a coat over my head which looked idiotic but seemed to work. Been writing lists of geographical info a la Sporcle for the last few hours to stay awake. Bag drop opens soon.
curled up in the big chair in the lounge listening to 'Carrie & Lowell'. 'No Shade in the Shadow of the Cross' is the one that really does me in.
mostly right now I feel alien to my body and life. just habitually acquiescing to other people. I'm so tired and bored of anything anyone might say, and anything I might say. I can't really be around anyone but my mum without getting a headache. just from the exertion of being seen and heard. and interacting in this way where there's no will to say anything, but I do because I have no willpower to excuse myself completely from all social things.
any idea I might have had of myself, any honest projection of my inner self, has disintegrated, pretty much.
yeah man i have totally been there. not sure why to say but hope you feel better soon. when i'm in that kind of mood i find it's doing maths that helps me the most, but i don't know if that's your thing. a jigsaw puzzle or something, perhaps?
I wanted to get good at maths again, but I really struggle with the emotional consistency/hardiness required to keep up these things for any extended period of time.
all I want is to be happy with the way I look, and that's probably never going to be the case again. that's the thing at the core of all my issues, and I can't do a thing about it.
might try and watch a film, but honestly, I even struggle with that nowadays.
perhaps they also have problems, and difficulty talking about their problems, but might have interesting things to say
most of the time, I find that nothing is compelling enough to override the anxiety I get from just being around other people. it's that more than boredom, actually - I feel nothing but anxious.
my wife will be many thousands of miles away for at least another 2 months, which sucks.
feel like i might actually be a bit *~#*in love~*'#~ right now (whatever that even means) but it's unlikely we'll ever live in the same city which is good and bad cos i probably couldn't handle the prospect of a real long-term relationship right now anyway but also it's gonna suck like all hell when he has to move even further away and not helped by the fact that all my friends seem to be coupling up hard. need more friends. too lazy to make more friends.
other life updates: moving from a 2-person flat to a 5-person flat this summer, not sure i'm looking forward to it much. my mum has a boyfriend for the first time since my parents split circa 13 years ago, and it's WEIRD. haven't met him yet but already starting to channel my inner petulant child who just wants to be like you're not my daaaaaad. however apparently he has a real good dog, so maybe i'll be able to suck it up. my job is dull but for the first time ever i have loadsa money. think that covers all my life updates for now.
what happened to you both spying on each others emails or whatever
there was a confession and lengthy heart-to-hearts and some making peace with the fact that we both clearly have sociopathic tendencies that need to be kept in check
(he also DiS stalked me loads, and i realise in combination all of this is making it sound like a highly toxic situation but it's not... i think)
(just occurred to me that he could well still be DiS stalking me in which case i've just basically done the whole ily thing in the most hilariously inept way imaginable)