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And I really want to phone him and be nice but I cannot give in obv
He's working nights at the moment and has to leave at about 6.45, so we only have a small window together after I finish work and he goes. So I had a 50% discount at that Jackson & rye restaurant, so I thought let me sneak out of work at 4.30 and book a table for us to have some nice food together before he goes off to work. I booked it this morning but obv he's sleeping cos of the nights so I had to send a text to let him know but he wouldn't have seen it till about 2 pm when he wakes up.
So I get a parking space for him at my work and everything he just literally has to turn up and I'm giving him the instructions and he just strs moaning and I'm like wtf and he says he's tired an can't really be arsed to go out so I'm like FFS so I cancel it then I phone him later and find out he's gone to his mums! Can't be arsed to meet me but ok to go to his mums!
But I wanted to punish him so I didn't get home till 6.40
And that's why I need a gesture before I can give in
bad times but... where did you get the 50% thingy from?? This is the crux of the matter
Phone them and say "rye upon Thames " offer when you book the table, I can send you the voucher thing too tomorrow when I get to work if you like but I don't think you need t
Soho or bust.
But thanks. Hope everything works out ok x
I just need 1 text. ONE TEXT GODAMMIT!!! And then I can act like nothing happened and phone him and chat and be happy
I can tell
(first started watching it in the middle of season two, then started watching from the beginning and now i've gone full circle)
this means i'll have to find something else to watch, doesn't it. such effort! not that i don't have enough titles on the list, but you know. effort.
have to get my halloween costume tomorrow though. gonna be stressful.
Their owners are on holiday and the person who has been coming to feed them keeps shutting them out. I need to kick them out soon but I feel really bad about it :(
And they have really bad fleas.
Better than 7 o clock I suppose
Today's a wrrrrrrrite-off
But I've got a bad feeling I'm going to choke and come up with nothing and it's going to be really upsetting and I'll hate myself for ages
I hate putting pressure on myself over this stuff but there we are.
Helped some early childhood students out with kids today, learning about crafts and stuff. Didn't stop a helpless girl getting PVA in her hair and skiddadled before her parents turned up. Gonna play skyrim tonight until I fall asleep in my chair.
i am at home drinking wine for the bottle and watching ropey sci-fi. Feels... actually pretty good.
How's the music going?
music going GOOD. Just got masters back of one band's album after like a year's wait, and just about to finish EP of other band's first efforts which I'm excited about. Feels alright fella.
I don't think you should worry about music you make. Somehow you always seem to make something I can listen to 10 times over. Just do whatever feels like it wants to be made at the time and I reckon you'll be fine buddy
Might be a good inspiration and I'd be interested to listen in any case!
Ah well you were always pretty cool in my estimation :)
Trouble is I want to write everything at once...a sincere silly folk prog funk instrumental with witty lyrics
and DEFINITELY write all of those things in one track.
It's HILARIFYING. Now gonna wash up dinner stuff and put bins out and go to bed and maybe watch Pointless on my phone.
and stopped halfway there and thought, actually I can't really be bothered doing deadlifts next to a load of preening vest wearing fucking cliches. So I went and bought some tinnies and now I'm back home
in any case i'm wearing my El-P Fantastic Damage tshirt with the arms cut off so I'm pretty much the biggest douche going
I've been working all evening. Achieved nothing, except sending some brown nosed emails to the boss. Got a date tomorrow.. I think. And lots of work to do. Lots of lots of work. This week needs to end soon
I'll be ok, will just pull one of my classic douchie intense seductions
better buy some cocaine
What a boob!
Gf and I went out for din with my dad. She's leaving soon :(
So full of bread and beer. Shouldn't have had coffee either. Never gonna get to sleep now. D'oh.
And now I can't unsee it.
Taken two ibuprofen and two paracetamol but really need something stronger. Pure crap way to end what should be a NIGHT OF CELEBRATION. ended up walking for almost two hours again today. I really need to stop doing that I obviously can't handle it and my joints ache.
Found out today that in eastenders they were originally going to make it that Roy was found to have sexually abused Janine. But that the producers felt that it would break a contract with their audience who had known and liked his character and that it was just too bad to expect people to come to terms with someone they had known all this time to then be a child abuser. So they used newly introduced characters instead (Kat Slater was abused by her uncle).
need to sort things out really and stop being horrible to myself