just moan about how crap today is if it's crap for you too. i feel really sad and i'm in pain. kinda just want to be completely alone and as far away from actual people as possible (apart from my boyfriend). meant to be going out tonight but i'm obviously going to have to cancel and come up with some stupid excuse. hate not being able to just say 'i'm not in the mood right now, see you soon x' or something. wish i had a house in the countryside or something.