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where is body in the thames these days? love (about 67% of) you guys x
this can be the morning thread.
tomorrow off work :)
how are you?
was unwell today but feel better now
means youll probably get a decent sleep
How very lucky you are.
BITT was around yesterday, I think.
Me, I'm somewhat resigned to my gf-I've-not-met-yet being detained Stateside until at least September, which means that if we do see it through it'll have been 9 full months before meeting, which is, IMO, fairly heroic (if trying)
Right now I'm stuck in limbo (not in_limbo), I'm sitting around melting hoping my life/options don't run out before what I decide to do and in what order. Just wish something would hurry up and happen. Then I can't sleep thinking about how much of my life I've already wasted and how there's no hope.
Also met someone on the weekend and can't stop thinking about them. It's all getting a bit stressy tbh.
What are the options you are considering?
Got quite a bit of cash that I can either use wisely, or just piss away (obviously I don't WANT to do that)
I live in a small town and I feel like I need to get away - I want to move to a bigger city but I'm in two minds whether to leave before I get a little job somewhere. I live alone and pay rent either way but a lot LOT less here than if I moved to the big smoke. Also looking to concentrate a lot more on music than working, which is maybe pie in the sky. And like I said, I've been completely bowled over. Can't concentrate! Thanks for the encouragement though.
day off tomorrow but i have to go to the doctors then have a family meal and then take some photographs in the evening
apart from excruciating back pains. It's not been the same since the moped hit me.
Lay in bed bricking it!
Got one coming up too, and I'm terrified. But we'll both do amazingly.
wanna go back to sleep forever
I always worry if I apply for something past midnight I'll seem mental
But it's inevitable given my sleeping hours atm
Finish up in the night and then re-read in the morning/upon waking and then send off.
Means I can spend ages writting loads of rubbish in the night time haze with no fear of accidentally sending it.
five hour train, twelve hour shift, five hours sleep, eight hours shift, five hour train, now back home.
feeling knackered, but in a strangely good mood.
If I think I'm a really shit person or if I've just been unlucky.
Really wish I was dead more than usual
Why do I post here, it's truly ridiculous.
can't be bothered with trying to avoid going to bed until i'm properly tired
just trying to teach myself to be human again. by which I mean I'm trying to revitalise myself in areas I'd previously shut down.
things like how I'd taken to scanning through texts, looking for certain numb triggering words, like pressing a button for an increasingly small response, but I'm trying to let each part of any written thing play across my feelings.
which sounds like the most obvious thing, but that's why I said I was trying to be human again.
anyway, it's working, and I'm finding myself more patient and more open and sensitive again.
should know by now not to overshare in a tl;dr way, I guess.