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Seems like all the other sad posters either left or got better.
Can only be a good thing I suppose.
You don't seem the lonely vulnerable type.
Though I guess the internet is kinda meaningless for gauging that
Was it on here? I miss everything these days :(
but, from what I gathered later, he posted some derogatory information about a girl he was seeing who then found the post (knew he posted on this site and figured out his user name from reading his posts and realising it was her he was talking about), she got understandably upset and requested cat_race post a public apology on here and also warn us all about the nasty things we say perhaps ending up being read by the people we're talking about, and so to be careful and more respectful in future.
Which is the right reaction but everyone does horrible/ignorant things sometimes
and yes, i do feel exactly like that
that's fuken hilarious m8
just trying to keep busy - I've started writing again which keeps me suitable occupied.
Or nearly...guess that's making some angst build up. Good to stay busy!
it must be a nice way to channel out your emotions. I've not got a musical bone in my body unfortunately!
That 26 is too old to make music and it's time to pack it in and stop being childish.
Get on with it.
My pc is broke anyway..love lost all the music I ever made except what's on my soundcloud atm, sorta sad about that
apart from the perpetual sexual frustration and romantic failure, but i think we can all stand in solidarity on that one. hashtaggoodworkvirgins.
I'm pleased in a wistful way that everyone seems to be doing better it's just like when all your friends move away and get good jobs...except I'm nobody's friend really
although doing great might be a bit strong. doing alright. that's good enough though.
probably shouldn't have quit my job, now i'm broke and depressed instead of just depressed.
You might find out it was a great decision in a year
It was an awful, soul destroying job, but at least it payed the bills
Hang in there
if you can hold on until then
due to very long shifts at my job which I do not like.
Aside from that I'm alright I guess.
I've just started a job that I'm sure I will hate. Hmm.
I see Belfast has been getting some really good bookings recently in terms of gigs. My friends went up to see Dense & Pika and Midland recently enough. I've haven't gone up there in years
There were a whole load of great gigs in the latter half of last year but there haven't been many that have piqued my interest recently, though the Cathedral Quarter Arts Festival is coming up which is always good. I always assume we just get pretty much the same gigs as Dublin only slightly fewer, but maybe not.
Maybe with actual touring bands on the bigger scale, yeah. In terms of smaller acts I think they just go wherever they're booked. A lot of cool stuff happening with that festival, just looked it up.
I'm in London for part of it but should be there for most of the good stuff. Last year the 3 shows I was most excited about all turned out to be on the same night. Ragin'.
and regret doing my Masters. Then a bit more until August for dissertation. And then who knows after that
I don't even have your kind of talent for an outlet. I deal with it by posting threads on here railing against people I know are better than me.
I don't really have a talent just have osmosed some things from better musicians...I always feel like a fraud.
I have this constant, crippling sense of impending doom
Like homelessness and failing small businesses and lonely looking old men with plastic bags.
I'm scared of becoming a lonely old man
try not to post about it on here because it makes it feel more real somehow. Just broke my rule I guess though, not a bad thread to do it in i suppose! Hopefully summer will make everything better
literally feel nothing
I'd go for a stifled yawn.
tbh the biggest obstacle for me was fear that work wouldn't let me take a couple of hours off a week to go to sessions near my house, but they were fine with it in the end
I really need to get back on it. Will the NHS give me a 2nd round?
i'd imagine if you display clear enough symptoms of depression but they've reason to believe that the last round of therapy actually helped you, you might get more? i'm coming to the end of my year and i dont feel like im magically "fixed" but i know i feel better when i have sessions then when i don't. tyhey've extended me by a month already, dunno what that means. probably just a scheduling thing or something?
quite bored though
but most of the time i'm drunk and high on drugs so i guess i don't really notice
so i'm pretty miserable this evening, i can keep you company (but not until too late because i gotta be in the office for 8am tomorrow and fit in a 10km run).
probably going to drink tea and eat haribo and mope around the apartment until i go to bed.
Y have my sympathies. I might drink some tea too, but soup first.
It's been making me feel sick with anxiety for the past week. Literally woke up 4 times last night. Ffs.
I'm not gonna ask specifics but I'm sure you can excel at this if you've managed to land the interview in the first place. Keep calm and take your time before answering any sort of question. Nobody is trying to trick you at the end of the day.
(yyyyyyyy) --- loads of thumbs ups
I'm productive enough, make music and don't need to worry about money or anything so should just be grateful, but hate the idea of being constructive and pretty much everything else.
Drinking and stuff helps a bit.
"Chin up, son."
wouldnt want to be any other way to be honest, if I wasn't miserable I wouldnt be me
figured out root causes of certain inhibiting social things, how to deal with these things, and these breakthroughs might even help me properly unlock my mind's stifled potential.
still need a new job, though.
It was weird and awkward and I feel pretty miserable. I really wish I didn't feel like this! :(
It doesn't ever get better just a new pile of neuroses gets heaped over the old ones
I get a knot in my stomach that doesn't leave for ages, then I spend what seems like forever over thinking everything.
I've got a glass of wine in my hand now though, so I guess things are looking up!