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Just got a text message from someone that was really nice and heartwarming
i'm going to have some tea and then go to the library then listen to this new indiepop comp
yeah i've kinda gone off it recently. stopped going to gigs (apart from HEFNER next week) because they're just not very good, in general. i've stopped leaving the house at all unless it's to go to the library or an indie girl will be there, actually. but that's another story
And its making me remember why I sacked it off in the first place.
These past three months or so my anxiety and dread has been getting steadily worse but now it seems like I'm feeling alright for a little bit longer each day :)
Thanks for asking!
How are you?
i hope you carry on feeling alright and everything continues to get better and ALL OF THAT. what've you been doing recently?
i'm alright i guess yeah.
Band, work, playing videogames, not all that exciting. Thinking about my New Years resolutions already...thinking I might give up alcohol
She's off to china for a year on Thursday and she's struggling to come to terms with the positive side of the opportunity and focussing on the negative aspects (being away from home for a long time and not seeing family ect...)
Baked spuds with cheese and beans for dinner and help the TV pack suitcases/comfort her the best I can.
when I went to Aus for 6 months was 'it's not forever'. I was sick of hearing it at first thinking 'yeah, but it's still 6 months of not seeing family, of not doing this etc'. Then the penny dropped and it was like 'well, these things have been around for the last 30 years and haven't gone anywhere, they'll still be here when I get back' and was a revelation - really helped to enjoy the experience.
Saying it's not too long, she'll be popping back for holidays/I'll be going over there on holiday, friends and family will be skyping and facetiming her. She's not a particularly confident person and likes to have family nearby. Hoping that it's just pre journey nerves and not cold feet or her wanting to back out.
I had to leave work as I had a high temperature and was feeling sick And faint. I've had a bath (perhaps stupid from a drowning perspective) and now I'm feeling a bit tearful because I am an appalling patient. I want a hug but instead I'm going to take a sleeping pill and sleep this thing off. I wish my dogs were here.
I'm trying to watch University Challenge.
A girl who I used to see at university has moved in next to a school friend of mine and now shes started sending me loads of facebook mesages. Shes reaaaaally hot but shes engaged. Oh no :/ Also, we never called off seeing each other so can I break up their engagement on a technicality?
Then shag her obvz
Thanks for your help ICWAR, I knew you'd pull through in the end x
and your babe slaying advice Id break up every relationship in Derbyshire :(
Like there's nothing more romantic and pure than being a fucking waste of space loser is there <3
My hands still reek of it too despite having a shower and washing my hands a few times.
It bugs me they put "fresh eucalyptus scent" on the bottle when it only smells of bleach.
have a 6 mile run in the morning too.
Might watch some homeland now.
glad to read you're doing better!
I'm clean...if you can't be good be clean! I feel younger today, isn't that weird?
Why do you feel younger? Is it because you've realised you're not actually old, and you can be positive about all the little things wthout having to be a proper naive child? Either way that's good. I'm assuming it's a good feeling. I have a playlist you might like actually...it's centered around the water cycle.
I think I'm trying to hard to be super serious about my life and fucking it up.
Playlists are good! I ha net really made one in ages, just chuck things into a massive one on spotify and listen on shuffle
Still playing the guitar/uke and singing and such? I hope so.
Got a new steel string last week though so things are getting going again
What about you?
Persevere! Music will be there when you are ready. I don't play so much on my own time anymore, the band takes up a lot of it...would like to get creative on my own terms again next year though
Drunk two nights in a row
On a train