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Anyone miss me? No, ok fine :(
What have you been up to this month? X
It's a bit chilly this evening. Might get a hot water bottle.
I've booked a dentist appointment, dreading it, certain I have mouth cancer and probably need like 6 teeth removing, I've turned into a mad hypochondriac lately, every single day is hell and I wake up wishing I was dead so I could avoid the fear of living.
Sorry, how are you?
but I'm at work right now. So dull. Another one hour and fifteen minutes to go.
I'm alright. What about you, Bammers?
Proper buzzin'. Might go and do some joyriding in a stolen car
Your going down with me as an accomplice
I'm either gonna start painting my flat or go to the pub and watch the football, maybe I should just stay in, paint and listen to it on the wireless! Although a pint would be good!
Missing smoking pretty bad today
I never mailed you back but I listened to some of your stuff and its great!
How is life? Not seen you around much xoxoxo
Running a bath. Flatmate away for two weeks. Feel like I should be taking full advantage of it and inviting lots of people or at least one person around and getting up to all sorts. Jumping on beds and stuff.
I must have gotten really drunk last night. Apparently I started a bedwetter thread and have no memory of it. Not good. Much better to go out for a few beers and socialize a bit, instead of drinking to black out at home.
'A bedwetter thread' where people give you their own personal insights and try and help. Nice attitude there love.
Thank you for your advice in the insomnia thread. I meant another one that I did not bump out of embarrassment - it was blatantly attention seeking.
The multimillions start here.
just empty. not blank, numb, nothing like that. real emptiness.
there's nothing I might hope for that is actually going to happen. and I've been hanging on through my personal issues and hoping for something better for so long that the desire at the heart of all of that is at an ebb so low I can't tell if it's ebbing at all.
fuck, and I'm feeling this bad on a break from my shit fucking job. before it's even fully autumn.
fuck, wouldn't you know it this desolation has made me feel inspired again.
Hopefully you feel better now it's morning