I was an excellent university student and went to a top 5 German History grad program, but had a meltdown because of social awkwardness. Now I am stuck doing tedious office / advertising work in my dad's company, which my hard ass brother will soon be taking over. There are gigs nearby but most of my friends are into fucking Americana, and I can't afford festival tickets. I have a few friends here, but nobody close (except the ones who want to be too close). If my beloved dad leaves me any money I will study German and try to get out of here. Bum fuck america is so depressing. Maybe I should try to get over my shyness and make better friends with the people I already hang out with.