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Also you calling me a epic dick? Harsh :(
how're you doing?
Annoyed at a work colleague for not pulling their weight and also had a bit of a debate t band practice cos our bassist fears change.
I wasn't calling you a man lady by the way just highlighting that whilst 'stressed man' seems colloquial I am aware you are not a man.
I understand Bamnan11 speak to some extent.
Hate lazy co-workers but you don't want to have a go at them and be *that* guy taking work too seriously or whatever.
Cos I'm the guy staying late unpaid to get work done cos others aren't pulling their weight...kinda hate being conscientious sometimes
knowing that you not only pull your weight, but you cover for others that aren't blessed with your good work ethic. GIven the chance though, you should totally drop them in it.
I just can't stand failure and disappointing people, literally fucks me right up. I will pretty much do anything not to disappoint people
I should be packing stuff for going to manchester tomorrow but instead I'm lying on the ground feeling lethargic and slightly bad tempered. I might be having a mini sulk, about nothing in particular.
Are you ok? :) (well meaning smile)
Sorry, i missed this earlier. I've just hung up six tiny newbrn babygroes up to dry. Sooo cute, i got a wee bit tearful! (Niece arrives in two weeks).
I love my niece, she's great fun and normally super happy (she's only 18 months bless her) I hope she doesn't get any of the bad family genes...got another niece or nephew on the way soon :D totally makes life worth living actually, in spite of a anything else.
I was just asking cos you rarely seem stressed, hopefully things are ok!
Well, insomuch as I can do anything about it- Got some family dramas going on (aunt is over from Oz to visit for a month with my cousin and my cousin's two young kids. they went off to see a friend in london at the weekend and somehow my aunt has contracted meningitis and is intensive care. We're struggling to get information out of my cousin who is,frankly, a drama queen AND a fuckwit, so we don't know how worried to be. I'm going to manchester tomorrow and will probably jump down to london on thurs to sort it all out and knock heads together.)
Otherwise, it's been a huge period of change for me, which is exciting and unsettling, but mostly exciting. SO far I am loving been back in scotland and I know that in the long term it will be for the best :)
how are you doing?
I hope your aunt is going to be ok!!! Don't really want to say anymore for fear of sounding trite or upsetting you.
I'm ok thanks, the epic battle with my brain continues as always but I always end up surprising myself with how resilient I am considering my flaky emotional state. I will be alright in the end.
Sleep time, goodnight x
SO I'm not breaking my heart over this, although of course it is still very worrying and upsetting. I woudl be lying if I said I was bawling my eyes out about it (partly because i know the cousin is a terrible exaggerater- I want to find out what is really happening before I get too upset for my poor aunt It's all a bit fucked up. FAMILIES).
You are so so resilient. Sometimes the shittiest stuff happens to the strongest people, but it seems better to have it that way than leaving the weaker people to deal with it, don't you think? This is what I tell myself whenever I think Oh FFS, life is unfair, why me again? (which admittedly isn't that often, but it does happen).
Keep hanging in there.
Night pal x
I'm in the middle of a slanging match with my ex-wife via text message at the moment. I should be thinking about an early night but this may take a while...
Don't make yourself upset, have a nice sleep instead
i really wish i could mix songs properly
You are welcome x
Good luck though, didnt know you did anything musical
Sorry, how embarrassing!
Did I like it?
I'm sure it's good, sorry I'm quite tired and stressed, I will listen again before I go to sleep tonight
I had a weird day at work so to cheer myself up I went to nandos and bought a new suit. pretty sure there is no topping that.
Is that like, a suit made of piri-piri chicken?
On that occasion the waitress dropped a tray of drinks (she actually kind of threw it up in the air and it fell) soaking me and the table of diners next to me. SO you could say I got a (wet)suit from Nandos.
Manual refills all the way.
When can we all go to nandos please?
it's made of fully stamped loyalty cards
I'm not doing anything interesting. Just posting to rebuild this thread.
Aww thanks champ x
that I got in the goodie bag on my table at the ladies charity lunch thingy I did on sunday. I have a baileys and some other kind of choclately looking liquer. Goig to mix them together and do as shots. brb.
But it's put me in mind for a whisky now. And my dad has taken to hiding it recently (I think he has alzheimers). Brb.
or whether I just can't remember drinking it.
Need to start using my gran's trick of putting a chalk line on the bottle or something.
Lest us surreptitious guzzlers spot it and move it.
I could really go some right now. But instead I am going to bed. GOODNIGHT.
just settling in for a night shift with coffee + noodles
But then there's also food and baths and dreaming
It's not as funny as I thought it was going to be, but there are lots of chuckles, and I like the indie musician guest spots they put in.
The orcs of gundabad are pretty much wiped otu then its going to be the misty mountains. Also ate a STARBAR which was pretty good.
Thinking back on it the first time I played fallout 3 was probably the most immersed I've ever been in a videogame