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Fruitless (in both ways).

My day has been mixed

+ My boyfriend has only just gone to work so it was really nice to spent the morning and lunchtime with him.
+ I've done at least one big thing I've been meaning to do.

- I have a horrible feeling that ^ might backfire on me.
- My feet are really, really cold.
- The snow has gone :(

+ I'm going to have some pasta now

I had a shitty sandwich.

4/10

So that's good. Next prospective highlight is re-engaging in text-based bants with A Lady.

Solid B so far.

I left my bed for the first time about 10 minutes ago cause I heard a knock on the door but it was just a charity collector and he said he'd come back another time and called me his lovely.

it was quite fun actually

I've been on the phone to IT for 3 hours today.

after that I'm hoping the day will pass relatively quickly.

Off work this week so got up late, watched 2 episodes of Walking Dead, now cutting the lino for a linoprint Christmas card I'm making.

I'm ok thanks.
+ Hangover is abating.
+ Pie and mash for lunch and I now have some wotsits and lemon cake, YUM.
+ Team christmas dinner tonight (also a bit of a '-' because there are other things I'd rather be doing)
+ Bought an absolutely cracking fur hat at lunchtime. With my fur stole, I look totally from Belarus.
+ nearly the weekend, innit. MANCHESTER on sat till Monday.

- very complicated love life
- need to find somewhere to live, which is tricky becausee it can only be short term if I'm going to go travelling/ back to scotland in the summer
- I've really hurt my leg falling on top of my friend last night in a club. He tripped me up, actually, I think. ---

Getting my tea bought by our suppliers tonight so looking forward to a big steak and loads of free drink.

so very cold

I had forgotten that I'd bought two soups yesterday so haven't had to leave the office for lunch and am now eating a hearty bowl of butternut squash and bacon flavour. This is a positive.

This was followed by a strenuous session in the steam tank before I suffered an ignominious defeat in a game of draughts at the hands of a 5 year old with cerebral palsy. On the way into work I punched a goose. Pretty standard really.

and managed to get each one finished in under 20 minutes. I am GOLDEN.

Woke up about 12.30ish and just pottering around at home watching catch up tv and listening to spotify. My girlfriend is ill so am looking after her today as well. She's making homemade Christmas decorations out of felt. They look endearingly shit.

then had an anxiety attack at lunch which has knocked me sideways. Totally distracted and don't want to eat. Got some time of in lieu to take so going to use that this afternoon, go home and do some weights or something to distract myself. Urgh.

woke up, had a shower, made a fry up
manager dropped of my dress, thrice washed.

job interview later.
hopefully picking up a weird guitar too

Today isnt going well you could say.

I never get spots and I'm distressed and don't know what to do.

(banal enough?)

I'm so very ill.
My ma is coming to London tonight so she can do her Christmas shopping here for the first time, she's so excited.
Tomorrow is going to be hell.

= monster lie in. Going to make a slow-cooked curry with leftover lamb later & finish the christmas tree, excellent.

but have cleared a lot of personal emails
win

"far reaching yet easy and cheap to implement ideas for next year" i muttered national spare room database and nobody understood

Negatives: Train to work was cancelled for not particular reason so my long day will now be longer. Its almost as cold in my office as it is outside.

Positives: Had a nice message from a high % match on OKC which has made me feel better about getting the brush off from someone else. Booked a week off work from next week and still have loads of holiday to use up