I can't even talk to people on sodding internet dating websites. I keep going to message people and then getting some sort of stupid fear and not. I mean, I can't talk to people in real life, but this is on the sodding internet, awkwardness as a concept doesn't even exist on the internet. I should probably just mtfu, but it seems actually impossible, I click on the write message thing and then my mind goes blank in terms of what to say, and then I think that I'm probably not good enough to be messaging this person if I'm struggling this much and then just abandon in a cloud of self loathing and depression.
I'll probably just wait until someone actually messages me (unlikely) before doing anything, and then the depressing cloud thing will return when I struggle to reply.
Sorry about this stupid rant, but I can't really talk about this stuff with anyone I know, so I thought I'd spam DiS with my personal problems. Eugh.