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So just got out of hospital today finally after my operation on Monday. What's everyone up to who's in tonight?
My boyfriend has gone to Manchester to see sleigh bells tonight so I'm going to watch TV and have toast for tea. I want to play playstation but it's at his house :(
I hope you're ok after you're operation.
Took a while but they've finally made his hair comply with the laws of gravity. Six hours in the operating theatre.
i quite like sleigh bells
the new album is really good. much better than the first IMO.
i just like the fact that their songs borderline make my ears hurt when i put them on headphones
Had a camera up my cock to break a massive kidney stone in my bladder. I've been on morphine half the week and every other pain killers going. Im in really agony still in truth and taking pain killers. Best moment of the week was when the nurse said i had pretty eyes. She Told me that she couldn't think what to say and was distracting her self from looking at my cock. Ohh don't you just love nhs student workers. I just said thanks it was the most awkward thing to say when your cocks in front of her in a catheter pissing out blood into a bag.
So I know the pain, hope you recover soon!
might meet up with people for drinks when im done. might not
Waiting for boyfriend to get home from working late then I'm going to cook him a nice thai green curry and eat a load of chocolate. I'm currently getting up to date on Parks and Rec.
in bed, in the dark, feeling and listening to Low. :(
don't even feel like eating.
This makes me sad :( Or MTFU, or something. Whichever resonates better with you. Try to eat. Food makes everything prettier (except perhaps the morbidly obese.) X
I managed to drag myself out of my room. was feeling upset, angry, hopeless, for a number of reasons too long-winded to go into (and lonesome as usual, foreveralone, boo), but I think maybe I have more resolve than I used to.
I think the worst thing is that I'd been building up a head of steam, feeling positive of late, and I've had a few setbacks that've reminded me that it's all kind of built on not much more than optimism. you know how confidence is. x
Setbacks are probably not 'there to try us' like the optimists would have us believe. BUT, if we view them as out to get us, that only perpetuates the downward spiral, so we may as well try to go along with the optimists and make the best of things. If that makes snese? I hope tomorrow you feel a bit better. you are so not foreveralone. None of us are. Bit when we're alone for a bit it can just feel that way *brave smileyface* x
I usually blame my typos on my abysmal work laptop, but i'm on my sister's supercool comp and have no excuses. I have lazy fingers, this is my truth.
I've given others advice before, telling them no single moment is unendurable, but in the actual moment it's awfully hard to keep a grip on that. can't pretend my life is anywhere near resembling the life I desire, I mean I hardly have a life at all, but I can't let the slight progress suddenly derail and fall back into old habits, can I? x
But only if you have the awareness to realise what's happend and ge a grip of it. Don't be afraid to be sad, but dont wallow and set small goals. That's all I've got for you really, the fact you can even talk about it on here to us total weirdos suggests you might just be ok :) And us weirdos are always* here.
*sometimes. Not usually on weekends, really, but tonight's a special case :D
I'm going to make a tuna casserole, watch a movie, and probably go to bed early. PARTY HARD.
Bloody antibiotics not working means I've had three weekends ruined. I mean i'm not on antibiotics anymore, so I can drink, but I'm too much of a gent to kiss a girl with my bacterial gob and without the possibility of a pull the whole weekend seems pointless.
i just watched the final episode of season 4 of Curb, and I'm eating Chocolate Hobnobs with a cup of tea. I could be doing worse.
But not alone. I have two dogs (one is a nine week old puppy) and a curry and my sister. And I'm about to open some red wine. I'm trying to de-stress. It's hard to be stressed when you have a puppy snoozing on your chest, chasing imaginary rabbits in her dreams <3 (I'm still stressed, so I'm going to open the wine and hope that it's not a good one and that my dad won't kill me.)
Trying to get my sister to go on her squatting mat is, as ever, a challenge.
My sister has the most insane hamster ever. Made me smile when i got home. Poppy is currently swinging on her sweet corn. Going to take more pain pills and go to bed.
Kidney stuff is awful. Embrace the painpills and try not to step on the hamster whilst momo-ed on pills :)
I'm writing a presentation for a job interview on Monday morning, because I've only got tonight and Sunday afternoon/evening to do it. But that's ok because I've got lots of London fun planned with my sister coming to stay tomorrow.
because I've got work tomorrow morning and I want to drink beer and watch miracle alone.
for the 6,746,783th time so staying in with lots of tea, oreos, Grouper, Grandaddy and the new Julia Holter.
eating some food, watching New Girl, and I'm going to finally watch Drive next. two different kinds of hotness.
it would be better if I was watching NG after Drive. to assuage the, uh, the feelings. you all know 'the feelings'.
Cuddling my rats
Probably going to bed soon as there's no food or fun times likely to appear. YAWN.
how big are your rats?
so they'll be whoppers!
They sit curled round my neck or I just hold one up and kiss his belly. My friends little girl tried to actually cuddle one and nearly squashed him, it was the good one though so he pretended he was totally cool with it.
first line however: "I'd like to touch you"
start with something by 2 live crew then work from there.
and eating muffins
feel like shit now; being healthy is for chumps and single people.
I'm going to fucking hate it.
I'd have given up after the first jog. Good luck!
i am not one bit surprised its shit.
Watched 2 episodes of 30 Rock, the Office and Modern Family. I drank a Korean beer, although I couldn't taste owt as I can't breathe OR blow my nose.
scored a couple of class finishes early on but then a misplaced pass of mine let them equalise.
now horror movies and take away food - Terror At The Opera and The Mist.
i'm not sure if i want to watch the film, it won't live up to that poster
for The Calamari Wrestler http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=If6So_873mk&feature=youtube_gdata_player
does anyone know what is the(/if there is a) technical terms for a word that you reverse to make another word? say 'like' and 'ekil' if ekil was actually a word...
that's only when the reversed word is the saem e.g. 'racecar'. i'm thinking of when the reversed word is a different thing althogether, maybe that's just called a reversal...not sure ah welxl.
according to wikipedia.
oh thanks! nb. to self: learn to scroll down.
I thised that thinking you were taking the piss
it's terrible, but in a good way
I think I'll just watch Wuthering heights.
did anyone watch that disco thing on bbc4
just woke up from a nap. really tired. gonna go straight back to sleep as soon as someone stops listening to The Gossip
then switch it straight back off.
i thought your hotpant comment in the other thread was unfairly looked over. I really rated it/ dribbled some wine down my chin chuckling. But I didn't want to bump the thread. HI.
Hope things have things settled down a bit with your folks?
I'm killing time waiting for a delivery before heading out to a party, on here, listening to this... http://www.mixcloud.com/dwnwthvwls/dwn-wth-vwls-an-hour-of-nu-disco-space-disco-and-stuff-211111/
It's not really 'going out' music, but, hey ho.
I want to go out to a party but I'm stuck at home being good and dutiful. Tomorrow I will bathe in alcohol.
Let me turn off my lastfm radio thing and click on that link!
Make me jealous about the party, thanks.
But I fully expect it to be a messy one, which is fine, hopefully it'll last (i'll last) til this club thing starts at 2pm tomorrow. I've had a grim week with work and need to get smashed.
Also chanced my arm with a crush yesterday evening only to be told that it would happen if the crush didn't think I'd just dump her when my ex comes back in May and she didn't want to be a rebound anyway. Worse was the news that we'd had a drunken coupling a fair while back which I don't remember as it happened during a blackout. I'm a bit stunned by all of that, but on the plus side, shagged her. WHEY!
And my delivery has arrived. =) Hope you have a good time tomorrow and get a chance to blow off some of the stress.
BACK IN THE DAY, etc. Feel so old now. These things still happen to me now and again, but only purely accidently. I actually go out of my way to plan it so that it *doesnt* happen this way. Enjoy your getting fucked (in every which way :D) x
Just been drinking Estrella and playing lots of great music. BUT I am going to new york, which is the biggest and most exciting thing I've ever done in my entire life so please humour me.
Have you been before?
I had an absolute fucking ball and would like to go back.
(Didn't mean to 'this' that)
No, never been before its a life-long dream and its well last minute which makes it all seem crazy. But brilliant and exciting and OHMYGOD.
It's awesome, you'll have a great time.
It's a total cliche, but stop in the lobby of the Chelsea Hotel while you're there. I lived in an apartment in the Chelsea for a week and that place is absolutely electric.
What do I do in the lobby? Just shuffle around? Is there a bar?
but loads of crazy artwork donated by the Chelsea's residents. There is a South American restaurant located in the hotel. They have a full bar and tasty paella.
also i just woke up WHAT IS UP WITH ME
wish I'd seen it in the cinema...
also hot pink. hot pink on black.
I bet not saying anything to an attrative whilst looking her in the breasts, then in the eye, then smiling, then repeating the process four or five times only charms said an attrative if you're a brooding Hollywood hunk, though.
Going to finish another tune out of sheer boredom.
the tuna casserole was delicious.
i didnt sleep on Thursday night, slept yesterday for a while.Now ive been up all night playing LOTR trying to get to level 24 before i took a break.
I almost made it. Jesus, my life has got so so dull. Social Butterfly to hermit Crab in 0 - 8 seconds. Being chronically sick sucks ass!!!!
On a plus - im doing loads of physio. I really hope it starts to work.. I will never take my health for granted again.. TO all of you that sit at home and dont make an effort to get out and see people... Wise up!! get out there!