4RL I just phoned up for a doctors appointment, took over 10 minutes to get through to the line, and when I did, I was really, really nervous. For no reason at all. It was completely unbearable! I just felt myself shattering and feeling very self-concious and this is a very normal, no big deal, everyday situation. For some reason I felt "OH GOD" and it felt like I was crumbling under major pressure or something.
Fuck. What the fuck is that? Why does that happen?