or, like someone on here once said to me, all my threads according to them made me seem like an alien stranded here and trying my best to understand human behaviour. this is not really whining or anything, it's just half the time i don't really know what something (human interaction type stuff) means and i have to kind of guess a bit, or ask other people their opinions, and then try to decide what to make of it. i mean, i don't even know what basic feelings for other people (are meant t) feel like so i always get things wrong.

i'm probably losing it, huh?