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I don't live in the real world, I should grow up and stop being childish.
creaky would never be that coherent
It's like someone's *almost* commited to a burn but doesn't want to be absolute.
Or has the missus found it?
Or is financial doomsday around the corner?
but I think that my ideas are probably null and void, I base them on stuff/info/points of view that are far removed from those that normal society bases them on (whilst they are trying to be practical)
OK i might have viewpoints which match others personal stuff, but when they come down to it they wear a different set of viewpoints when trying to be practical.
I do not base my ideas or conclusions on the ideas that official society does, and yet I live within it, therefore MY normal thoughts are irrelevant and stupid and dangerous
that third sentence is mind-bogglingly flawed. A GCSE philosophy fail.
What the hell is an official society?
I cannot tell if i am right or wrong, Im depressed because essentially what i think or believe is not in line with what counts with the 'serious' 'grown up' (which is what i meant by official) elements of society, and therefore does not matter when it comes ot the crunch
that the 'serious' elements of society have?
but since i dont have my own destiney totally in my own hands then to try to at least have some security, i should engage with them more, I should comply and obey a bit, stop thinking that humans nice thoughts should be able to surplant societies rules, in your life.......it is a mistake to think that you can live like this, it will destroy you if you do it without a care and a watchful eye.
One must respect and prey to mammon, you cannot live if you hate mammon totally
I havnt wanted it before, now im feeling rather guilty for not having wanted it a bit, cos i feel that i should have a bit of it, not for myself so much, but i would like to be able to satisfy societies requirements of me, just so i don't get hassle
Hope tomorrow is a better day
you have helped change my mood from :( to more :|
which is still a good thing, I am now drunk which is probably not a good thing, also stephen fry is wittering away in the background being adulated for being 'clever'
I am in the process of chastising myself and forgiving myself and giving myself permissions, hopefully I will be less judgemental and more practical afterwards, possibly even less verbose.
even though my life before was tragic
now I know my love for her goes on