anyone else get it?
i think my last job has totally fucked me up.
i've got to go show my face at all the agencies in town today and im sat here right now with the most awful knots in my stomach, it feels all scrunched up and tight :(
the thought of working in another office literally makes me feel physically sick. the managers at my old work were awful, they often seemed like a secondary school clique and my line manager was terrible at people management and treated anyone below the age of 40 like children.
several times since leaving i have heard words along the lines of 'i need to have a word with you' or 'can i talk to you for a minute and my stomach has instantly twisted up and i've felt those familair feelings of anxiety.
im not afraid of working, i worked hard at my last job and i like having a lot to do so it's not that im lazy and making excuses.
has anyone else experienced anything like this? i need to get a job! help! :'(