it's probably for the best not to meet the author of one of your all time faveourite books and someone who you think you might be a bit in love with if only you could see them in the flesh to make some sort of outlandish declaration, right guys?
best not to meet them yeah?
just incase you crack up or summit...or you ask them a stupid question and they're all like...'yeah, good night, shame about that tubby speccy lad with the crap question though'
tell me it's for the best otherwise i'll see this sentence for the rest of my days
'university writing events. gwendoline riley. 7.30. monday october 12th'
that's....that's. i mean.....that's just. that's gone isn't it?...that's two days ago. that's in the past isn't it? that's history now. you can't go to that ever now can you?