Grrr, I am SO annoyed with myself. I pissed my entire weekend up against the wall by going on two consecutive, very stupid and not really very enjoyable benders. Instead of doing the great things I had planned for today, I've spent my day off flitting between bed and loo to be vomitous. Sob. I should also be seeing crystal stilts right now but am instead gurning and rocking on the sofa, battling THE FEAR. Starting to piece together WTF happened, my mortification is growing by the hour, and I'm fairly sure I dumped my on-off 'companion' in a highly dramatic fit of pique, in front of lots of people. And other worse things. I'm so ashamed. I also seem to have spent a ridiculous amount of money :(
Does anyone else suffer from masochistic Monday/ Tuesday self-loathing and if so, how to get over it? Cocktails?