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I don't think I've ever had a good birthday after the age of five, not that I can remember my birthdays before that, of course. My fifth birthday was absolutely horrible, but was beaten to the Worst Birthday position by my twentieth.
I'm a year and a day older than one of my closest friends and as our birthdays approached, he said that we should have a joint night out and that he would arrange everyone, which I was fine with. However, he only told the attendees that it was his birthday, and only two of our friends remembered it was mine. I sat there as everyone wished him a happy birthday and not me, until the two who knew arrived and said "Happy birthday, Tony". The most hideous silence descended upon the table as the other partiers fell silent, realising the awkwardness of the situation, and I wanted to kill myself.
After the age of about 12 I don't think I've ever looked forward to my birthday, or anyone elses. Awkward forced and false.
crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
I know, that love me as long as you want it
and inside I know you would leave me for somebody new
Worry, why do I let myself worry
Wondering, what in the world did I do?
i've had some great birthdays! my 19th, 20th, 21st and 22nd were all really good fun and ended up with me either a) getting mugged, b) vomiting on public transport, c) going home with an awesome girl or d) a combination of the above.
my 23rd was lame by comparison, but i'm planning on rectifying that this year! its just an excuse to get all your friends out together isnt it?
ps i'm in such a great mood right now. who needs cheering up?
HAPY BIRTHDAY if so! i hope you have a great one, and ignore all these emo boys moaning about how sad the world is and all
my own always sucks though.