do you do that thing when you catch your mouth ulser....you then start prodding it and poking it hard out of frustration
...as if in some weired way you're getting back at the ulcer for the original crime
this is gonna sound like more spazzy outbursts.....but do you know what i mean?
like if i catch it a little with my toothbrush, i'll start brushing over it really hard to punish it.
which makes no sense at all. not a jot.