fuck this sucks. i've never really had to deal with grief before. He's our family dog and we've had him for 7 years and everyone thinks he's fucking awesome. I just turned down going to the vets one last time to say goodbye. I'm not sure if it was the right decision though. I don't want to get upset and I'd prefer to remember him as a healthy dog rather than a dying one. Is this really irresponsible?