and you're a couple of days back into your normal routine and you have this overwhelmingly frustrating feeling of "this can't be my life, this is not me, i don't belong here, there's more to everything than this, this is a huge waste of time" etc. etc.

sucks, doesn't it?

i know there's kinda already been a thread about this on the music board, but this one's not for ATP highlights. i still have sand in my shoes and it's making me sad :((((

i wonder, really wonder, how possible it is to get away from this and really go for some level of amazing life like that.

i think it takes financial independence. must.resist.urge.to.quit.job.