anyone done this?
Basically i've done shit in the 2 exam/coursework that count so far, and i'm really not on course for a 2:1. I'm not confident about the other stuff either. I've been doubting whether law was the right choice since i started more or less, but this has just make me really consider it as i've found it hard to motivate myself at all this year to do something i just dont enjoy anymore. And i'm just thinking, whats the point in doing a course i dont like anymore, i'm probably not going to do that well in if this is a pointer, and i'm not going to specifically use in the future. Its a good subject, but thats about all the benefit i see right now.
The idea of resitting these exams/coursework depresses me as well, and thinking about everything makes me just want to hide in bed. I've spoken to my parents and they are all alright about everything and i think just more concerned i dont wallow in my own despair.
The thing is, whilst i need to look into this after exams, i want to do another course. The entire time i've been at uni i have wished i was doing something else like History or English Literature as not only are they more relevant to what i wanna do in life, i just like them more... and im probably better at them.
I'm sure ive got the grades to get into my current uni to study them, is it possible they will let me? And i will just have to start all over again won't i? and pay for everything again?
Cheers, i should be revising for an exam tomorrow, but this will help me see some light at the end of the tunnel.. or some shit like that. Its also helped me get my thoughts into order. I'll go speak to someone at my uni when exams finish.