In a nutshell:
I have exams until the end-ish of May. I'm a bit worried about them.
But what I'm more worried about is what comes afterwards. My best friend leaves mid-May to spend 15 months on Canada and I don't know what I'll do without him. I'm already not coping well, I can't imagine what I'll be like when he's gone. I have no job, and no source of income for rent/living over the summer. As the summer goes on, more and more of my friends go abroad (the down-side of being a dropout language student). On a day to day basis I keep telling myself that everything will be fine, but I can't believe it - I just can't see how things are going to be fine.
Can someone either reassure me, or give me some helpful advice? In sort of *hug* form? Not many of my friends are even in town at the moment, and I'm spending too much time online or dwelling on things.