Ok, as some of you know I ended a relationship a month or so ago.

I now realise this to be the worst decision I've made in my life.

Since then I have been, without wanting to go into hyperbole, a wreck. I went down to university on placement business, and I was able to have a chat with her about what I did, how sorry I was. We ended up in bed together one night - no sex, just kissing and cuddling. The upshot of that weekend was that she liked spending time with me, but was unsure about things. Understandable, really, after I hurt her like that.

Since then we have also been talking very regularly. It started off uneasy, but for the last two weeks we have been getting on very well, spending over an hour/hour and a half on the phone at any one time.

So, I am now looking at getting a coach down to Bath tomorrow, where I will turn up, flowers and chocalates in hand, basically pouring out my heart, in hope.

Is this a good thing?