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I'm feeling really pathetic.
i'm feeling very emo today :( was gonna go to the pub quiz but am not in the mood
but i'm too busy sulking and being moody! i'm just a bit meh. gonna watch something good and play some good music. i'll snap out of it :)
and even though it's pretty apocalyptic (in an acoustic-electric-bass-drums way, anyway) it cheered me up
and hey you get paid tomorrow! that's good news :)
actually it was the whole album. i think every time "made for tv movie" comes on my heart breaks a little more <3
like, i have 2 offers from my top 2 universities, but i feel really crap that none of the others have made me on offer yet or anything.
and i haven't seen my Grandad since i was 13, but he's visiting my sister this weekend and giving her a car.
And i was really looking forward to cheering myself up with neighbours but i can't because some moron has deleted it :(
have you spoken to your grandad? maybe he could come and visit you too?
I haven't heard anything at all from Glasgow, not even an email acknowledging my application or anything. This is really fucking annoying me because the more i think about it the more i want to go there :(
I went for a run, saw a jay, had a nice tea. Life is better.
Ps Where's my mixCD?
i think it's with my friends christmas presents. I'll find it and post it soon.
I'll be 18 in two months and it's quite clear that nobody will actually know about this apart from my parents. this gives me either of two possible things to do:
1) put my head to my pillow and just hope everything that's supposed to happen on an 18th birthday becomes some kind of void.
2) go to a gig or something by myself and cry on the inside whilst trying to make sure that nobody catches on to a lack of friends around me on my birthday.
i would really love to mtfu, but i'm not sure what it would be for. being at a college with such a high percentage of awful cunts was okay last year because they didn't seem so bad.
on the plus side, i did get a conditional my top uni choice so everything should get better if i get the grades but it's still seven months away.
too much information: probably.
i thought i had some A+ whining material there
based on knowing that NOTHING can be worse than my school experience, it can only get better.
i mean that.
if you took all theirritating poser cunts from all the top unis, they would still be beaten by the surrey cunts.
except the top uni cunts probably haven't done an electro remix
the surrey cunts?
nope, they're very much real
it blah always cliche works out .ect
i've hardly done anything socially for two weeks because i've had no money - hopefully that changes tomorrow when i FINALLY start getting paid but i reserve the right to sulk now.
i'm trying to cheer myself up by doing this 15 albums thing for facebook because justanothersheeldz tagged me and it's something to do and is making me think about music
it's a wonderful world
since I've got home it has become unbelievably shit.
i feel kinda mean now
and i just found i had a copy of the barbarian invasion expansion for rome total war. didn't know i owned that.
also i've decided the next games i wanna get for pc are braid, world of goo and psychonauts cause i've got massive gaps in my pc game catalogue of stuff like and yeah i've heard they're kinda cool and if i always play not brand new games they might be cheaper though probably not
Release date(s) Xbox Live Arcade
August 6, 2008 
March 31, 2009
What do we owe this rare and quite pleasant occurance to? :)
Meh, money problems, what else:
this thread should explain better. The fact I had to lend some cash off my dad as well, I HATE doing that. This was going to be the month when I start being self sufficient too. Heh.
To be fair though, I phoned them up and fingers crossed it should all be sorted by next week, it was just a pain as I was looking forward to having a great weekend. This has put a bit of a dampener on it to say the least
It'll make me appreciate the good times though, like you say :)
it's annoying cos I've been broke like nobodys the past two weeks, and this was the weekend when I would be paying everyone back, paying my dues, going out and feeling like a king. This hopefully just means it'll be delayed a few days, still a kick in the wotsits. Ta man :)
I was livid a few hours ago, but I've calmed down and touch wood it should all be sorted by Tuesday. And it definitely could be worse.
i keep falling asleep and other people keep waking me up. i almost fell asleep at work earlier but it was too noisy.
To prove you still feel
You only feel sorry for yourself
And that's how you thrive
version of "the arrival of the queen of sheba" greets your entry into this thread
cause she's a munt
i'm not emo. how can anyone be emo while full up with cucumber and houmous
I don't want to even wonder what "cucumber and houmous" really means. :(
do you reckon you could pull of a queen, tony?
LEARN TO TYPE FUCKTARD
Well not angry, just pissed off.
and done absolutely 0 work. i really should go in tomorrow, but i have a mountain of work to face. i cant face starting.
i've had a pretty depressing couple of days
boo hoo etc
I genuinely thought I was going to die on the bus home all alone. I was really close to asking the fat man next to me to help me but he had his ipod on really loud. After feeling like a million bucks all day I suddenly got really hot and felt like my head was getting cloudier and cloudier and then my throat completely tensed up and felt weird. I coughed and held my head and then rang my dad. I said 'I think I'm dying' he didnt say anything back.
It lasted for about 5 minutes. I dont know whether it was a combination of propranolol and not having had anything to eat for 7 hours. or too much coke. or anxiety or something
but Christ I was frightened, the most frightened I have ever ever been.
and cuddle me and pay for us to go to Vienna where we can walk around and then make love in a park.
I've just split up with my partner of 10 years after two years of absolute hell, am in a shitty flat in a run down area of the city am being ostracised by a large section of my social circle because my ex is bad mouthing me something chronic. My mum is really ill and im pretty much qaiting on that early morning phone call from my stricken dad about my mum having kacked it. My siblings are all fuck ups (junky, psycho, born again christian).
Theres no good clubs on. and the tv is shite. and my fave trainers need to be chucked as they smell like the Mumbai slums.
Its all temporary. Everything. All the good and bad never lasts.
Life is short. Cheer up. At least you aren't Keith Chegwin.
But I have survived another week in corporate hell..
I'm laughing, but its a laugh of misery cause Im unemployed and wont be able to replace it. :(
romantic walk around some nice places, few out of the way landmarks. was really looking forward to it too.
only it turns out she had never considered it to be a date, nor would she. and also, that she's, unexpectedly, 18 (I'm 26). i hadn't known and would never have guessed this.
but it's pay day today and it's all spring like. so not so much with the moping.
this baffles me every time.
i think women just think all us menfolk are lining up to invite them out on platonic social events to get to know them better, and buy them friendship based dinners within a week or so of first meeting them. we buy them drinks because we like it when our new friends have fun.
like James Brown did.
Go windsurfing. Do press-ups. Bake a cake. Life is fucking ace.
probably due to only eating macaroni cheese yesterday lunchtime and nothing else.
and i left work at half three and im probably going to get told off on monday :(
but hey, YOU should cheer up because i like your username and its suny today!!
x x x
Ive been in a great mood. Today I found out Im losing my job. Fucking recession. Now I feel shit and definitely feel sorry for myself. :o(
In the absence of your love
And in the absence of human touch
I have decided I’m throwing my arms around
Around Paris because only stone and steel accept my love
...but I am going to see Trail of Dead this weekend :D