and it's really hard to explain so bear with me and if it makes no sense, then ask some questions and hopefully I can answer them.
I was sitting on the train, getting over my drinking session the night before and having my next day downer, when all of a sudden I felt completely lost. I mean.. lost in myself and feeling as though I didn't have any control over my own body, it was as though I was viewing my own life from outside of myself.
I was gazing out of the window at nothing in particular and I started freaking out about how I was feeling. The music I was listening to sounded different from usual aswell, I noticed things that I'd never heard before in so many of the tracks (and I listened to a lot of different ones, some of which I've heard tons of times).
I was almost frightened of other people on the train, for some reason I kept thinking that people were looking at me and it was making me feel uncomfortable. Now, this in itself isn't unusual, but it was quite strange at how much it was affecting me.
Er.. yeah that's basically it. This is all I'm able to explain and to me it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. Do you think it could have anything to do with my heavy drinking the night before (well.. 3 nights in a row, actually). Nothing like this has ever happened to me and I found it pretty scary.
And no, I wasn't on drugs, but it certainly felt like a drug trip gone wrong.