All these fucking aspirations of what I wanted in my career seem to be fading away as I get older.

Are you doing what you want to do career-wise? Are you living where you want to live? Or are you just doing the same mundane fucking shit every fucking day, surrounded by work collegues who talk about cheap fucking car insurance and the fucking x factor every fucking day...so much so you want to get a giant metal chistmas cracker and stab them in the their intestines until they can't drive and they can't watch the x factor because they are in hospital? No, que? Ok
ps Where's that French one that jsed to post here...with kids
cheers