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Hello, emorussian is back :(
I sort of miss someone tonight.
I'm not sure who yet though. I haven't quite decided.
do you act emo about it?
(and probably some not so great)
if you need to ask, you'll never know </3
Emo Elmo,or does that even exist?
It's actually really disappointing.I was expecting Elmo cutting himself and stuff.Thats just a selection of photos of anprettyish emo girl.
and is more likely to be found loitering outside Borders?
and listens to enough bright eyes and similar stuff as well, but emorussian is also panicking about the fact that IM GOING TO DIE ALONE AND EVERYTHING IS A WASTE OF TIME AND EFFORT
What has prompted this then?!
you just have to accept it.
because there are people (and a lot of them, too) who don't have to because they're not social/emotional cripples who do nothing right
waste of time and effort, whether you are a social cripple or not. You die, it finishes, if you have kids they keep living on for you and if you've made music or art it keeps living on for you....further on from that you were just a brief glimmer on the earth.
than just the one guy, and he's going to look like this in a few years anyway:
it's about life in general :(
i'm homesick again.
i can't reply to my last facebook comment from my (leeds) housemate 'cause i might cry.
i was really homesick before i got home and now when i'm here i am enjoying it but i don't like most of my friends anymore so most of my time is spent trying to think of lame excuses to not spend time with them
obvs they aren't friends but:
"lauren would you like to come to lunch?"
"erm i have to go to the shopping centre to buy some washing powder" (i'm really running away to read in the park)
"lauren would you like to come on the company excursion to the zoo?" (i've been to the zoo 4 times and everyone i work with is twice my age)
"no sorry, i'm busy, it's the 21st?"
"no the 22nd"
"oh i don't have time then either"
they know i hate them too :(
i should well get on this as ive been the biggest cock in the world and i hate myself for what ive done
I need a decent pint in a decent boozer, and a good buddy to share some bonhomie with.
i don't deserve any type of enjoyment and i was turning alcoholic anyway
if i gave up on alcohol right now everything would be a million times worse.
i was seeing one girl for a long time and we loved each other but then i really really liked another girl and fell in love with her too and loved two girls. And i lied to both of em and tried convincing myself what i was doing wasnt that bad. But now im so sad and they both hate me for what i did. But i hate myself more
just know that i could never do anything like that again and it's been a real gut wrenching lesson that will change me. its pretty hard to have the only 2 people you cared about now hate you for it. EMO EMO EMO
if he doesn't pack it in now, gets knackered tomorrow, ruins his build up to beijing, thus costing Wiggins another Gold medal.
Especially if the ozzies win it instead.
BUT THANKS A LOT FOR TELLING ME :''''(
This thread brings me to life.
the thread usually coincides with my emoness that i get about 3/4 nights.
tonight is more twee emo though. I'm listening to Camera Obscura while being rained on through a leak in the ceiling.
i'm sat in my childhood home getting drunk (or at least tipsy) on some kind of weird south african liquor that's kind of like bailey's but not quite and feeling emo for no reason (or probably lots of reasons that i just don't want to think about too much)
It's more reliable than happiness
I'm not even feeling that emo tonight.
people are going to forget about you and some of them will never even know that you cared about them and it works the other way around as well, and one day when you die you will even have relatives with no clear memories of you, there will be children who don't grow up fast enough and people who never found you AND IT WILL ALL BE OVER AND THERE WILL BE NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO CHANGE ANYTHING AND THERE WILL BE SOMEONE YOU NEVER HAD TIME TO FORGIVE OR ASK FORGIVENESS FROM AND IM GOING TO END THIS REPLY RIGHT HERE
there are thousands of good people out there, just try and meet as many of them as you can. Also, they will all screw you over in the end anyway.
it's all gotten very livejournal right here.
i know there are good people out there but i'm crap so i don't realise who the good ones are and even if i do i don't have the faintest idea about how to hold on to them, SO IT REALLY IS A PROBLEM.
just want to give you a massive engulfing hug now. :(
but i even manage to mess up something as simple as hugs, i try to avoid them as much as possible but sometimes i just cant and in most of those cases it ends up an ear hug or something equally embarrassing and it turns out awkward for everyone involved
and its the worst thing ever
i need closure. it hurts.
i don't know what happened but i'm sorry you feel like that x
life is pretty ok. But extremely dull. Be glad of having life in your life, unless it's illness/bad things connected.
it burned my tongue.
it burned my soul.
I'm SO sorry to hear that.
and not the annual royal festival hall kind.
sorry for the emoticons.
cabin fever insanity meaninglessness etc etc
I don't like myself/I'm not happy.
poptemogrime reporting to thread.
stop it. you're too nice and brilliant for that!
did you enjoy your time off?
it was nice being alone in my house for a week. I kind of wish my parents were still away though...
Are you in work tomorrow?
my mum is coming to munich in 5 weeks though :)
yeah i'm in work. going to sleep in a second. i really feel like crying and i don't know why. i'm gonna cuddle my duvet. </emo>
My work e-mail is being funny these days and not accepting e-mails my friend sends me. FINGERS CROSSED
Night night xxxx
and (}) - I hope you don't feel so teary :(
thanks. i'll be fine, i guess i feel a bit underwhelmed at the moment. the internet man saw me in my pants today. HOTT.
night night speak to you tomorrow xxxx
You'd know if you read my livejournal!
it'd just depress you too
i'm completely devoid of most human emotions by now
That's why I'm so goddamn cherrfull.I don't think,I just act.
and its made me feel a bit sick
I also have no money. :(
Any jobs going in Norway?
but everything is expensive and boring here, which is why i moved away
but that's only due to our mostly leftist orientated governments over the last few decades (well, since the war actually, with a few exceptions) and the most concervative party of them all will probably get to power next year, i will not be moving back as long as they're in power, but at least they will fail miserably and never be voted in again
and like, it's really pretty and stuff
so, I should book my flights for 5 years time once this political shizz has all blown over?
I'll get onto it now. I've decided I'm moving here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reine
because i am sick, and i feel like i'm always ill. and i'm fed up of it. and i have a cough and i can't get rid of it, and it's making me feel like i'm going to be sick, and nothing's getting rid of it and basically, i just want someone to come and make me feel better, instead of me pretending to be all grown up, looking after myself :''''''(
it'll make you feel a wee bit better!
and nowhere else seems to want to hire me :(
i'm sick of being seventeen and having a shitty job and never seeing my friends.
apart from that... it could be worse.
do you want me to fill out a job application form for you? i have a 100% application form=interview rate.
but nowhere seems to be hiring. woe is me :(
i don't want to talk about any of my multitude of problems with you guys or anyone else. Actually, i don't even want to think about them, thus why i spend every evening f5-ing DiS and trying to forget
(although I like reading about other everyone else's problems)
my glass of milk has gotten warm
and i forgot my livejournal password
i'm also listening to weezer right now...
i'm the guy who sucks
plus i got depres-
maybe they saved it for later?
sometimes i have a real urge to listen to something in particular and everything else doesn't register.
I was about 3 inches away.
people do not understand me, or maybe they don't even try and understand me dismissing me at the first sign of weirdness. yes, my parents love me and although this means alot to me it doesn't make up for the fact that they're conditioned to love me, it's a natural love. i want to be loved for who i am, by people who don't have to love me. when you think you have found someone who does indeed care for you as a person, they fuck you over, they don't do it immediately but wait until you see them as a close friend.
you will never get the girlfriend/boyfriend you want, when you find someone the likelyhood is that they'll already be taken, or aren't the person you thought they were. your friends (the few you have and the ones that haven't revealed themselves as arseholes yet) will experience happyness, they'll recieve knock backs like everyone else but at least they get to have those moments.
the worst thing about life is the fact that the idiotic dick-heads that don't have 2 brain cells to rub together and very few morals to go with them will always be happier than you, ignorance is bliss after all. every day becomes a struggle for survival, a day that you don't cry yourself to sleep is an achievement (actually that's a lie, sometimes as depressed as you feel there are still no tears that ever materialise). you try and stay positive, using all your mental energy to do so. in the end the only purpose of staying as strong as possible is so you don't hurt the people around you (because lets face it, you'll always be miserable, the world won't change, people wont change).
Crippling anxiety, hate, depression and in the end complete insanity, is all you can hope for in life. ;(
writting something like this without ever experiencing it would be incredibly patronizing.
are you new to DiS? lets be friends, on here at least.
i think alot of people do.
is that you should be able to have the courage to say anything because people don't know you, i wouldn't worry about posting on a messageboard.
it's how i got out of my depression. yeah, i still get down quite often and i'm far from happy but at least i can cope. it's a state of mind, you think everything and everyone is against you but it's not impossible to change your situation. concentrate on your own life, be selfish, put your own needs first.
i hope i don't sound patronizing.
even if you're sceptical about how it will turn out, you must try and you have to be prepared to put the effort in, otherwise you'll make it very difficult for yourself. even something as small as having a shower everyday (i'm not suggesting you don't shower but i didn't for ages when i was depressed, this is just an example) is a positive step.
stupid job which won't be my job for much longer :(
where's the sad face for a start?
i just refuse to do it anymore. there are 175846384 more important things in life.
it included girls but that definitely wasn't my main point.
YOU ARE GOING TO DIE
i'm invincible and i'm going to live forever.
hency the numerous ALL CAPS posts saying that I AM GOING TO DIE ALONE
My head is throbbing like a bitch and I have loads of work to do but I don't want to do it. Life sucks and I'm thinking about ending it all.
on the plus side i'm going home this weekend which means I can get my hair cut and in just over 3 weeks I finish work which means no more early mornings for a couple of months!
GET OUT, YOU'RE NOT EMO ENOUGH.
those that I've not completely alienated, that is. I've lived in London for 12 months and made no new acquaintances, and even though I'm leaving in less than two months I'm too lethargic to find another job.
Oh, and I recently found out that the girl who spent over a year stringing me along (my own fault for being a soft touch tbf) is getting her back doors smashed in by someone else. Brilliant.
;) ;) ;) ;)
;) ;) ;)
with someone really far away. im not getting emo about it though. i probably should though.
im not allowed to be emo.
don't even know why, cats are good for easy laughs i guess. ;D
how did it get that high in the air?
they're all manly, manly men
they'll reply with poor grammar and broken english
it's true :')
you're so insensitive, jabe
next thing you know gordon brown will be wearing an ICHCB tee
i love how this thread is now essentially about cats.
not a real emo
The nightshift would always win because the dayshift would never be able to overpower elmo threads.