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(i mean, not that you would worry about ME being a bad person, but maybe about yourself, i don't know)
you could always just say you're too young to know better, or something
i'm supposed to have sorted myself out by now
i'll always be a bigger fuckup than you, if it's any consolation ;)
...but yes. i do worry about that. Always.
you wouldn't really know :(
Oh well. i tried.
but i was just thinking that if someone else kept behaving like i've been behaving recently, i'd probably think they were a complete cock
i know im not a bad person. but i still can't help but worry about it.
even when it's just stupid stuff that i shouldnt even think about. Like: one of my friends told me that her flatmate thought i was really nice, and she wanted us to hang out and be friends. and i was like: "oh right". and it totally came across like i was thinking "your flatmate is a bit weird". But i wasnt. I was thinking "aw, that's really nice, but i dont know what to say".
that's a shit story, and it doesn't really fit, but now i've typed it, i'll let it stand...
I mre often than not just think I'm rubbish though not a bad person just rubbish
I don't think I'm incredibly awful but I could be better. I worry more that people think I'm bad.
and ive now come to the conclusion that im alright
I said in another thread that I wasn't nice, and I still think this can be true, but deep down I'm pretty sure I'm a good person. No matter how bad what I say or do is, it rarely has any wicked intention, and when it's misconstrued as otherwise, I generally feel really awful.
I'm not particularly bothered though.
come on youre better than that
I can maybe come across as a git sometime, but I blame internet personas for that one.
im really nice