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I do :(
there have been a number of things that have happened to me in my life that if perhaps i did something different then things would have chaged, but it's not like that. I'm lucky to have been blessed with a good education, a great school and a great bunch of friends and a stable family despite porblems before.
Just look for osme of the positive things in life....like i am down at the moment, but im listening to yesiamaduck's mixtape i got today and it's cheering me up!
type way.....just hoping you can see the other side of the coin that's all.
It's two headed.
that's why you think it has two heads, you just have to find a way to flip in right and get a tails.
It definitely has two heads.
it must be pretty obvious through my contributions on these forums that i am completely fucking satisfied with just about everything.
that time I was captain of my house rugby team, by virtue of being one of only two members who played for the school, only for me to be deposed after we lost our first two matches and dropped from the team, being replaced as captain by two people who'd never played rugby to any real standard before in their lives. That's how much everyone hated me.
Who wants to be liked by a bunch of tossers?
That's the point! Omg, you think I'm a tosser :'(
who wanted to be rugby players, probably because they liked the other rugby players (who were probably a bunch of tossers) and wanted to do all the twatty things that rugby players do when they aren't playing rugby, like drinking other people's wee and... some game involving picking up fruit with their bumcheeks (both stories I heard about rugby players at uni).
I don't think you're a tosser, and for the record I have met nice, non-piss-drinking rugby players as well.
are all welsh.
with my complete disregard for my physical health.
I think when I finally get away from here I will change my name. Be someone else. Or be me. Whichever way you look at it. I've completely wasted the first 20 years of my life, and it gets kind of hard to change after so long.
But I don't think starting again would be so hard. I don't really have any interest in keeping contact with family other than my sister, and certainly wouldn't miss anyone else I know. Hopefully I will have started over by the end of this year.
But appreciate the concern x
Kaka doesnt get enough love
I'd probably just make different mistakes.
You're only 20. I've wasted five years since I was your age. I'd give anything to have even just that time back so I could try again and hopefully not make it a complete disaster this time.
*old person's whinge over*
If you can think of things you'd do differently next time if you could start over again, at least you can try to behave like that from now on.
and there isn't anything I can do to get off it.
That's pretty much exactly how I feel about my life as well. My life now is nothing like how it was when I was 20 though, so it probably won't go how you think, and you can change it.
Let's just end it now.
are you looking forward to needlepoint tomorrow?
is over on the music board.
Cheered me up. Thanks.
in some respects. I've found my career that I love now.
I could do without feeling ill 24/7. To be fair that's the only major thing I'd change. I'd probably not go to uni either. I didn't particularly enjoy it and I sorta wish I'd done what I did after instead.
But hey-ho we are the sum total of our experiences and as a result I'm the person I am today because of it and I have the skills I have today due to it. So if I really could change it, I doubt I would.
What happened Dan? Long time no speak. How's policing going?
I haven't been around too much cause I've been so busy with work and the girl. Suffice to say it's going nicely!
or do i have to wait a few hours?
when people come back from the pub depressed.
it's probably an emo thread
I am sympathetic, Zapsta, but ultimately you are being silly.
Also, chris_is_cool is right, it is just your perspective.
It's not my fault I have to wear glasses :'(
They're like metal, circular things with lenses, and they hook over your ears so they can rest on your nose, just in front of your eyes.
I tend to take them for granted.
That comment wasn't in relation to the rugby story; I'm not saying your perspective on that was wrong and really it didn't suck or something like that. Blah blah blah how many clarifying posts am I going to make tonight? I'm pretty tired.
THIS IS MY LAST RESORT.
DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF I CUT MY ARM BLEEDING.
11 Results, now showing 1 to 11
Artist: Plumb | Album: Chaotic Resolve
Artist: Cure, The | Album: Wish (Track 10)
Artist: Adem | Album: Homesongs (Track 4)
Artist: No One
Artist: Miranda Sex Garden
Artist: Graham Colton
June 15th, aboard the Thekla, Bristol!
I like this.
it didn't work
That's not actually how life works. What happens is, awesome stuff happens, and you're like "Oh wow, life's amazing!", but then shit stuff happens and you're like "Fucking hell, I wish I was dead".
oh fuck it.
i suppose. maybe. i dont know.
are better at making the awesome stuff happen and not letting the shit stuff get to them so much. I've yet to discover their secret but it does seem to be possible.
ITS TOO LATE FOR THAT
but i'd rather stay in my room drinking and having pointless debates on the interwebs
the way that i can't see anything good happening until i turn 18. This is a whole year away and the only life experience that i've had, is the realization that i'm a total cunt.
Yay for me.
I'm really optimistic about future but this is so far away.
a place for a Wilco lyric.
"All my lies are only wishes
I know I would die if I could come back new."
In answer to the question: no. Although if I get a 2.2 when results come out in 2 weeks time, I might give you a different answer :S
some of the lyrics are still unknown but anyway...
I had a bad day today,
I couldn't even park my car.
And I walk to 67th by myself
And never seem to get to talk to anybody
I want to drink this way,
But I'll just get pissed at the bar.
And I'll end up drinking whiskey by myself
Getting used to not drinking with anybody
May a broken heart deserve
And never say a thing about
Filling all my time.
When you just can't play the right four chords
We've been nowhere,
We've done nothing,
Wasted all my time.
And you can god damn have it all
From Brooklyn to Niagara Falls to
Messages and mini malls to
Expensive drinks and social calls yeah
I got my back stabbed today,
Inside a freshly opened wound.
I keep forgetting history repeats itself,
But you know better than to dress like anybody.
Sit in my appartment by myself
try to work up the courage to go to something
And never say a thing about
filling up our time.
When you just can't play the right four chords.
We've been nowhere,
We've done nothing,
Wasting all my time.
Go to recover her: my soul.
I will recover her: my soul.
I will recover,
and you should recover her:
Or else you don't know where
You'll do nothing,
You'll just sit there wasting time in
Business meetings, online shopping,
And you will die fucking boring.
And you can ??? and have it all
From Brooklyn to Niagara Falls
??? business calls yeah
Every waking day. I'd travel back to October 22nd 1997 and do things different.
I'd go back to 3rd Dec 1972.
-It was all laid on.
but then I would probably just mess up in a different way. I don't trust people who seem to understand the world, they are probably just manipulative
a code worth living by
error on my part twice this weekend.
and thinking "You fucking thick twat, why did you waste these years?"
Yet I still can't seem to sort my life out.
i know JUST what you mean