at the moment i'm having trouble because i feel so much under pressure. from what, i'm not exactly sure. the weather over here is amazing, a friend just came, i have someone else coming this weekend, work is easy peasy (but mind numbing), i'm healthy once again and yeah. i pretty much have no reason in the greater scheme of things to be unhappy.
however, i'm really down, i can't be bothered to reply to messages from close friends back home, i've become defensive, quiet, i feel depressed. i don't know what's wrong. i feel so utterly DOWN i don't know what to do and it's horrible :(
i want to be someone else plz.
whats wrong with me?