is there anyone in your life, who just considering the possibilitie of them dying, reduces you to tears?

i just started thinking about a certain person dying and i started crying and thinking how devastated i'd be and how i dont think i could cope and it made my tummy go all funny.

it's odd because the thought of my mummy dying scares and upsets me, and i know that would be like, one of the worst things EVER and i'd be devastated but it doesnt actually make me cry when i think about it.
weird.
anyway, have you ever thought about someone dying and cried?
who was it?