Well that was fun! About a hour and a half ago, something in me seemed to just break and I absolute lost it. Like I full on snapped. I had to leave the office for half an hour just now under orders from my boss who thought I was going to explode and I rather embaressingly punched a wall. Thankfully, immeadiately after that I suddenly realised how utterly ridiculous I looked.
I'm a bit calmer now, but still on edge. I don't really know what happened.
I also should use this to send a blanket apology to anyone whom I issued a mindless insult at in this period. I didn't mean it, and it probably didn't actually make sense.
Carry on xx