Have you been at a point in your life where you HAVE TO just draw a line under everything and start over? That's the situation I'm in. The only way I can be happy is to just start again and leave every part of my life in the past. But I can't, for money reasons. So I'm stuck in this desperately unhappy situation with no choice but to just carry on. It makes me want to cry. I can see what I want, but I can't have it. AAAARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!