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You want to forward me a file?
will you follow it up with "are you HIV??!?!?!?!?"
cos that 'joke' was all the rage when i was at school, i don't want to fall for that one again.
and no, I'm not positive.
AND YOU TURNED IT INTO WORLD DISEASE
sometimes. Perspective n all that.
How do you feel about yourself?
How is your day going so far?
How many hours sleep did you get last night?
Does your hair sit properly on your head or do you have problems keeping it down?
- I'm not sure how I feel about myself. Maybe a bit frustrated at my own limitations. On the other hand I had a creative streak yesterday evening and got quite a lot done. Swings and roundabouts.
- My day isn't going to bad as my boss isn't in, and I bought Jaffa cakes into the office, briefly elevating my status to that of a god. Found out one of my workmates is engaged, so I'm happy for her, though loads of people around me are getting engaged/married and my inability to form relationships is beginning to bother me.
- Got bugger all sleep, but I haven't had a good night's sleep since about September.
- My hair's a bit flat today, the walk from the car to the office didn't really help- wind and rain grr. Most of the males on this floor have rubbish hair though.
How are you?
I'm actually alright. My mood swings are on the increase, but I've bleached the entire house and my house now smells like a swimming pool.
Maybe your ability to form relationships is because you're eating too many jaffa cakes ;)
HELL YES! (even though i cant play unreal 3)
I'm pretty upbeat and smiley. I like smiling and laughing.
I wouldn't say I was optimistic though.
does that count?
who DOESN'T like smiling and laughing?
who seem happy with the attention they get from being miserable sacks of shit.
I try to get attention by being a miserable sack of shit, and everyone just ignores me
Sapdunk: what a guy!
What has happened to make you more positive?
Did you seek help or did you find the positivity within yourself?
Is it because you went to the hairdressers last week?
Are you drunk?
and he lives in world that has pizza in it.
i have a measure more of control than i used to have, and i realise i had been craving that all along. it's a nice feeling.
and i'm taking the first steps into getting out of my sucky day job and into doing what i want to do, and the possibilities are exciting me at the moment.
also, i stopped living in a flat infested with cockroaches and moved into a place that's really close to the previously mentioned dayjob, and it's incredible how much living close to work has improved my mental frame. i used to spend around three hours a day on buses going across london, now i spend less than an hour walking. it's amazing.
and yes, finally, i got my hair cut and i actually like it now ;o)
PICS NOW! Thats an order soldier!
there are some on facebook.
I do try though :)
(but not in the yokono sense)
my hair is sticking up
day so far 6/10
I got 5 hours sleep last night
Someone texted me ten past two this morning to ask me "u OK?" .
I replied but got no reply myself :(
at 2am this morning.........bizarrely stone cold sober.
whilst you were being me?
and about certain things, yes. Like work or study or my friends.
What's the point in anything at all? You're only going to die in the end anyway.
I think its more that I'm not negative; I just can't be arsed to let little things grind me down
giving handjobs for crack?
I'm often cynical and pessimistic, especially when it comes to myself.