So I've just been helping some lovely people at my school out with their A-level drama exam, doing all the backstage and technical stuff and helping to direct it a tiny bit and the final assessed performance just happened tonight.
So I've got home and I'm feeling a bit tearful. I've just realised I basically have 7 more weeks at school in my whole life and I never thought I'd say it, but I'm going to really miss people, even if I don't miss the place or the many people who have been cunts to me.
Anyway, I am sad because it's taken me far too long to realise that these people are lovely and that I should have spent far more time getting to know them instead of being a stupid fucking indier-than-thou, pretentious, aloof cunt, and I'm really quite sad because they're lovely. It's like I've spent a big chunk of the past 7 years feeling lonely and rejected and *sigh*. I can be such a wanker.
Does anyone else have any regrets lingering from their school days?