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whats up with that?
seriously - i don't really get it.
im just noticing it in people a lot at the moment .
more like small things like - having a job interview and going and getting really drunk the night before , or putting things off that you don't want to do which then snowball into bigger things (which you knew what happen) ((i do this one a lot)), or missing important trains that you have to catch for NO REASON at all. less the big heavy things like cutting your face off - more the things which everyone does which make things more difficult. why do we do it? i can't see any reason behind it?
especially when it comes to not doing things I need to do.
It's frustrating but I still do it, which is self-destructive in itself. GAH.
i don't see the point of it. i don't understand why it happens
I've been getting a bit better of late, for one reason or another.
But every so often it still rears its ugly head...
A lack of self-confidence.
Thoughts along the line of "I'm not going to succeed anyway, so I may as well not try or do something that's counter-productive but fun."
Does that make sense?
sometimes it's hard to care?
is knowing a person like this but also seeing them lecture other peple on whats right and wrong and looking down their noses at people. there is a girl in my work just like it.
That'll be ennui and the meaninglessness of life probably.
pretend it's your own choice