they are restructuring the team etc... getting in two juniors etc.. to do more junior stuff.. blah blah.. um.. this means i won't have a job after june 6. Fuck.
Fuck.
OK - summer is notoriously quite in terms of work, too.
Shit.
Ok.
My boss also said to me, 'Well, it is also probably a blessing in disguise for you - you seem to have so much passion and interest in other areas like fashion, music, your dj-ing etc.. And I can see that your heart is not in it...'

Fuck.
OK.. well, shit happens.
A bit hazey fantayzee... hmmm.