today i woke up after getting over 5 hours sleep for the first time in 4 days. i woke up early, not feeling tired and wasn't in a rush to get to work for the first time in ages. i listened to the awesome why? tour album on the way to work. by all accounts, i should be feeling pretty damn good.

but i'm not.

i think that if anyone is even slightly mean to me or anything goes wrong today, i will probably actually cry. does anyone else get really emotional for no reason? anyone want to be nice to me?

:(