gonna be honest, I'm really struggling.

went to a turkish joint the other day - there was beautiful chunks of lamb on the grill. the smell was blowing my mind. ended up getting some boring fish, while my man ate a plate of lamb heart, liver and kidney.

made a spag bol last night with quorn mince - man, the consistency was pathetic. like fucking mush.

feel like I might fall off the wagon - especially after a few beers

Q's -

does it get easier?
do you avoid temptation? (like turkish joints, for eg)

no further questions, m'lud

bye?