I fell in love when I was 19. Dated her for two years, then she split with me and got with my mate. I never spoke to her for six years but thought about her every day, then she contacted me last year and it basically triggered me spending 6 months wanting to kill myself. Contacted me again tonight and now I think I actually will kill myself because nothing has changed for me in 8 years. If I do end up dead tonight I just want to thank you for helping me feel a sense of belonging x