I mean I know you can't help me, you don't even know me, but fuuuuuck Jesus I'm so sad and upset, I'm 25 and every day I think of killing myself, I feel like crying all the time, I just pray that I have a heart attack or something and die every night....and I tell myself that is normal?!? That's not normal is it? and literally the only hope I have of comfort and a better life comes from an Internet forum that thinks I'm a fucking joke.

I'm so sad and lonely please help me :(