I'm off to our Berlin office on Friday and I know I should be setting up lunches and coffees with people to 'build relationships' but I just can't be arsed with this random crap.

I'm never gonna move up in the world am I?

I can't make up my mind whether I just wanna coast and get a bit bored but have time to ponder on life or if if I wanna be driven and innovative but stressed out and have the years fly by.

When I worked in the public sector I used to get so depressed by the coasters, people never wanted to do anything interesting and dynamic.I dunno.