and it made me feel shit. Changed my frame of mind completely. Took me back to being at primary school, sitting back down on my chair after coming in off the playground and the teacher loudly plonking a big pile of textbooks on a table and shouting 'RIGHT!' then going to open a window because it's 'a bit stuffy in here'. The pupils are lethargic after eating their dinner but the teacher's flustered and stressing about upcoming SATs.

Dunno just find summer always has an undercurrent of tension and anxiety or something