pretty depressing?

i've felt the need to start this recently cause money's tight and jobs are thin on the ground and credit crunch and all that, and it's the most miserable thing i've ever done. just seeing, on a day to day basis, how all the money fritters away in little bits you don't even enjoy, 50p here, a quid there, somehow it all mounts up. how much goes on fucking oyster card payments, how much you spend on food when you don't even eat that much. urgh, pretty depressing.