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Oh dear...life
I haven't been happy for years, in fact it has been a great struggle for me for longer than I have ever wanted it to be, crammed into relationships that I have never wanted and jobs I have only taken because I need to pay for drink, I think it is time to change this and hit the road again, I have never been less creative and it annoys me so much, I have tried hard to attempt a normal life but it just isn't me at all. I hate myself for becoming the person I am and I hate for treating people the way I have to become a 'good person' . It makes me sad that I will never be the person that is expected of me but I need to really start doing the stuff I want to do with my life before I become depressed.
Advice?
Craig
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